Hey there, online world. I’m Amber.
Media activist
Media peacemaker,
Media educator.
Nonviolent action leader, digital artist, dialogue facilitator, freestyle dancer.
Although there isn’t an exact English translation, ikigai is a Japanese word that means “a reason to live” or “a reason to jump out of bed in the morning.” It represents the source of our life’s purpose and meaning. Ikigai emerges when four core elements align:
what you love, what you’re good at, what you can be paid for, and what the world needs.
This site embodies the story of my ikigai.
I am passionate about healing our media systems.
The culture and information wars playing out in the media have generated little clarity about how to create a constructive path forward. Everything shifted when I began to question and challenge both the history I was taught and the divisive narratives presented by the media. I discovered that deep corruption and power abuses were widespread and rarely talked about, often perpetrated by the government agencies and corporations we depend on daily to keep society functioning.
As director for the nonprofit information service WantToKnow.info, I facilitate conversations and create content aimed at revealing the deeper societal challenges we face. Our organization was founded by a high-level State Department whistleblower who dedicated his life to uncovering the most reliable, credible, and verifiable information on challenging topics that impact our lives.
We ask the most important questions that mainstream media ignores—questions that, if addressed, could unite us across our seemingly unresolvable differences to safeguard democracy and restore the greater good. At the same time, we focus on sharing inspirational resources that document solutions to the world’s most pressing problems, profound explorations of consciousness and spirituality, and powerful stories of human goodness and resilience.
Picture taken at the F Word Exhibit, which features stories of profound forgiveness in the face of war and other atrocities. See my interview with peace activist and journalist Marina Cantacuzino, the voice and vision behind the F Word Exhibit.
I pledge my allegiance to the greater good of all, rather than to any political party or cultural identity.
Studies show that times of crisis can bring us together in profound ways. Tapping into the human instinct for connection and collaboration requires that we heal the forces keeping us divided and ask the deeper questions mainstream media ignores.
My work integrates critical thinking, media literacy, mindfulness, social-emotional intelligence, and positive psychology to help bring society’s most pressing problems to light. I am passionate about building community wherever I go and centering an ethic of love in my life and activism.
An ethic of love affirms what we are against, what we don't like, and what needs protecting. Yet it also invites us to take responsibility for translating our sense of injustice into creative possibilities and opportunities for collaboration across our differences. As social commentator and poet bell hooks once said, “Without an ethic of love shaping the direction of our political vision and our radical aspirations, we are often seduced, in one way or the other, into continued allegiance to systems of domination.”
I’ve been climbing the ladder of insight, personal growth, and activism.
I’ve worked with a lot of different personalities, across diverse efforts and spaces. I hold a bachelor's degree in Psychology, and a minor/certificate in Holistic Health Studies from San Francisco State. My fascination with the challenges and opportunities of human collaboration is what led me to attain my master’s degree in Organizational Development (OD) and Change from Sonoma State. It was here that I learned fascinating and powerful tools that could bring people together through open dialogue, systems thinking, and collaborative action. How do people work through conflict effectively? How do people come to consensus together? Create together?
Instead of applying OD in the corporate world to help organizations increase their profit margins, I wanted to harness these learnings experiences to liberate the creative energy in activist spaces, nonprofits, and public institutions that serve the commons. It was during this time that I started consulting for campus departments within Sonoma State and nonprofits, while also integrating my insights into my work in public education.
For 7+ years, I worked in the public school systems of San Francisco and Marin County, CA serving youth in many non-traditional forms—teaching yoga and mindfulness, and mentoring at-risk youth with trauma and intensive emotional needs in inner-city schools impacted by poverty, violence, and systemic inequity. At a public high school in the Bay Area, CA, I ran a wellness center and regularly taught stress management skills, conflict resolution skills, and health education.
At this high school, I also served as the Restorative Justice Coordinator—bringing youth, families, police officers, school staff and administrators together to help heal fractures and conflicts in the community. I mentored and advocated for youth impacted by the juvenile hall system, while also empowering them to envision and create the changes they wanted to see within their schools. I facilitated community circles in classrooms and in private settings to address tough issues like school violence, bullying, substance use, youth suicide, the role of school police, sexual abuse, the impact of social media and technology, and much more—offering a restorative approach as an alternative to the traditional punitive system that often results in suspensions, expulsions, and further disconnection from each other. This disconnection deepens a culture of silence, where important issues remain stuck, unresolved, and in the hands of those in power (vs. the commons).
My work wasn’t just for the youth. I began facilitating meaningful experiences for all-staff meetings to bring different departments together and empower the staff to imagine better systems. I mediated deep conflicts between the teacher’s union and the superintendent’s office. Yet the most rewarding experience of practicing restorative justice in a school setting was the power of building community. People bloom and open up in beautiful ways when they’re seen, heard, and acknowledged. And the whole system changes for the good as a result. In this role, I learned that it’s not our differences that divide us. It’s the judgment about our differences. I'm certain that a better way of relating to each other is not only possible but necessary, especially in the face of the most controversial and divisive topics.
At San Francisco State University, I co-facilitated the Holistic Health internship in the Holistic Health Studies program. This program focused on the Season for Nonviolence, a global grassroots campaign dedicated to building on the power of a nonviolent mass movement to awaken consciousness within activism—practicing principles, values, and skills in 3 areas: Self: personal growth and transformation; Social: fostering meaningful and intelligent relationships; and World: aligning culture with nature and fostering collective awakening and a world that works for all life. “Nonviolence” is a rough translation of the Sanskrit term ahimsa, the power that comes into effect when the desire to harm is eliminated—becoming increasingly free from fear and transforming "us” vs. "them" in thought and action. Watch my inspiring interview with nonviolence and restorative justice leader Kazu Haga for more.
I also work with Project Censored, a nonprofit dedicated to critical media literacy skill building, educating on the dangers of propaganda and censorship, and advocating for independent media to strengthen media democracy. It was here that I co-created the Constructive Journalism and Mindful Media Movement, which calls for a reinvention of media and journalism, engages people across political and cultural lines, and emphasizes solutions and collective power. I am involved with Safe Tech International, a movement that advocates for balanced and wise use of technology. I am the co-founder for Restorative Practices Integration Associates, a consulting business for schools, organizations, and communities.
Get to know your fears, blind spots, and comfort zones. Transform yourself to transform the world.
Freeing ourselves from harmful systems starts from within, and what we do to grow and evolve as individuals in a world filled with groupthink and conformity. It starts with what we do to heal our bodies and minds from toxic chemicals, toxic beliefs, and toxic ways of relating with each other. It deepens as we harmonize our choices with the natural world.
My activism isn’t just based on the facts and data stored in my head about how the world works. This activism calls for personal transformation, knowing ourselves outside the distress of oppression and fear to create the world we want to live in.
"If we carry intergenerational trauma, then we also carry intergenerational wisdom. It’s in our genes and our DNA."
— Kazu Haga